19 may 2011



You made me feel so special.
And I think I did the same.
But it wasn't enough...
My dreams didn't came true.
I only had you for a moment...
How I wish that moment could back.

You were my first lover.
And you told me the same.
But it wasn't true...
You never loved me how I loved you.
I lied myself all this fucking time...
How I'd like all you said were true.

You are still on my thoughts.
And the problem's that I don't want to give up.
But you never again will take my hand...
Not as I want you to take it.
Not with the feelings I would have if you do.
How it hurts knowing that.

How it hurts  think on your smile...

Welcome to the worst nightmare of all...

Reality